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suicide?......

sidiskitzorial@yahoo.com — Sat, 28 Sep 2002 04:44:34 GMT

im just chillin very drunk.. afta a good nite at fps.... im listein to flaw - whole.. a song bout the suicide of the mother of the lead singer.. its a depressing song that makes you think a lot.. you may think that right now im not makin sense but right now i am speakin the truth.. what u need to hear from me.. 2morrow should b good 3 kegs.. i just need a girl and a band...

then u came right in
tearin out my soul
how could all this loss
b ur only goal
im left standin here
desperate in the cold
since you took your life
MY JUST HAS NOT BEEN WHOLE
MY LIFE IS JUST NOT WHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

~fuck u fake mother fuckers....~

what are your reasons for leavin

sidiskitzorial@yahoo.com — Wed, 25 Sep 2002 20:07:25 GMT

what makes you still breathe?

~girls/boys/sex/love
~alcohol/drugs/addiction
~music
~friends
~no reason at all

i would have to say choices 1-5 especially music.. without music i would b nothing

look how the buildins burn
light up the nite
such a pretty site
adrenaline.. keeps me in the game
Adrenaline.. you dont feel the pain
wilder then your wildest dreams

thinkin

sidiskitzorial@yahoo.com — Wed, 25 Sep 2002 02:36:13 GMT

been thinkin a lot bout life and what i want now.. a band is exactly what i need and want... so if u are interested in starting a rock band and play an instrument by either posting or talkin to me at some point about it... i just went an amazing concert last nite with dipu and zolna.. we saw FLAW, 3rd Strike (horrible), the color red, and noisetherapy it was a great show at Irving plaza.. im goin there again october 8th to see Mindless Self Indulgence crazy shizat.. we got home last nite at 2:45 so i got no sleep last nite.. so that pretty much sucked @$$ im mad tired so im going to showa and listen to some music

you speak your mind to me again
you force your words so deep within
you try to tell me how to live..
BUT ITS MY LIFE!!